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Your First Experience of Memories in Heaven
Video lyrics crafted by Soren Iverson. 
I wrote this for my dad a couple of years ago. He passed away in December 2017...I wonder if his experience was anything like it.

Memories

Soul, I think when you first get to heaven you’ll draw the deepest breath of relief your new lungs can manage. Somehow your body will know that the dangers of loss and inadequacy that haunted your old life, kept your breathing shallow and heart racing have
            vanished
            dissolved
            vaporized
            faded like a flame in a closed jar

After soaking deeply in this nothing-to-fix spa of contentment, your natural curiosity will entice you down tendrils of exploration, hints of explanation.

Why am I content?

Each memory you tried to keep from slipping out of reach is now standing – solid. Available. Concrete. Re-experiencable in all its fullness of people, shapes, smells, story, tangibility, graspability. School friends, motor scooters, combines, crunching snow, aunts and uncles and cousins and parishioners and parents and grandparents – voices, accents, clothes, machines, smells, mountaintops…every scene and character and era of your story sits ready for you to relive and share.

It’s not going anywhere, surviving only by the connection of a twisted, tearing, tottering twine to     
       flitting memories
       decaying objects
       fading photographs

Then I think you’ll get a glimmer of the things you now have eternity to make. Sports cars, perpetual motion machines, toys, puzzles, intricately designed clocks and music boxes and musical instruments and sermons and musicals…

Your practical, logical, artistic gifts will flourish.
All the projects you’ve imagined but couldn’t complete because of limits of time and resources on this earth… you’ll have eternity to work on.

And all this is barely a beginning. 

You’ll know beyond any doubt that
       God loves no one more than you
       You reflect God’s image no less than anyone else
       There’s no social ladder compelling you to climb

God says, “You’re all right. Enjoy.” 
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